Two Hands are Better...

Okay. I've got my hands back. A little.

To recap...

Remember this from 12.4.05?

"Hung out with Vicky Chan last night... until like 5 am. It was hella awesome. We watched "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" on one of her bootleg DVDs. We sat up and chatted for a few hours and I had to work the next morning, so I headed out reluctantly... I *crush* this girl..."

Anyway, I do. Vicky and I are dating now and I am ecstatic that she was so persistant about the whole thing mainly because I'm pretty sure I never would have gotten around to telling her how I felt... And it was hot.

It was basically a shut-up-and-kiss-me deal between us. It was a fantastic day and so was today!

She came over bright and early with "Kung Fu Hustle" which was even better than "Shaolin Soccer."

So yeah. Vicky and I are together and I am not single for the first time in two years. My cousin is letting me use his condo in Wisconsin on Lake Geneva for my 21st birthday weekend, and I am more organized than I have ever been. Classes are going to kick my ass, but I will get through this semester and be proud of how I did it.

Things are good for me and I am getting used to this good feeling.

Now Playing: Tori Amos - "Father Lucifer"

January 26th, 2006...

Today, I lay asleep a taken man. This is great.

Now Playing: Pearl Jam - "Daughter"

Life = '?'

...I want this...

Now Playing: Tom Waits - "Green Grass"

I'm Back... Kinda.

Hey all... I can now type with my right hand...

TRUST ME THIS IS A HUGE LEAP FORWARD.

Speaking of leaps forward, I have finally realized that I infact have lost my penis. It is no longer 'tucked behind layers of dust and cobwebs' as I thought. It isn't even there anymore. I cannot bring myself to even being honest with a girl about how I feel after the whole Sonja AND Ingrid debacles... Oh well... Mike 'Eunuch' Stanislawski has a nice ring to it.

ALSO SPEAKING OF LEAPS FORWARD...

I have taken a giant one into my own grave with my class load this semester. Production, Screen Writing and Writing for Television seem to be writing my own will at the moment, so goodbye, all.

In other news, my laptop has about 10 mins of battery left, sooo... Bye.

Now Playing: Michael Jackson - "I Can't Help It"

Surgical Procedures Force Local Man to Type W/ Left Hand Only...

Okay, first off, I'm typing on my new PowerBook...
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YESAWESOMEFUCKYEAH!!!

Anyway, its pretty awesome. I need to get used to the new OS, but it will be awesome for editing.

*More to come when I have two hands and it doesn't hurt to type capital letters*

speaking of which, i am now in bed with a huge fucking brace on my arm - hence the only-typing-with-left-hand thing. i had sugery yesterday to repair my labrum (blue area). i am now on more anti-inflamatories as well as vicodin...

i tried to have a phone conversation with my dad this morning and it basically consisted of him laughing at me. i was/am sooo dopey.

i also have to call keith and tell him i am not throwing for 4-6 months. aka, i will not be playing this year... most likely.

now playing: six organs of admittance - "somewhere between"

I Want to Create Something... Good

I finally got around to seeing "Serenity."

Aside from the first few minutes of the film being kinda shittily treated in post-porduction, it was a solid film. Its going to be weird when I watch the series again sometime down the line because of how visually intense the film was.

Anyway, I really am in film for two reasons; One: I'm not really a good enough actor to not be behind the camera. Two: I want to contribute something to the world that will have more people than those that reside in my family go; "Holy shit... That was good."

I get this feeling from time to time when something inspires me. No, "Serenity" is not on my list BEST MOVIES EVER, but it made me think about how awesome it must have been for them to know they are a part of something special, have it completely crushed and then revived again into something just as special... and have people AGREE WITH THEM.

Maybe I just want a fanclub or something, but I doubt it. I'm more concerned with... well too much more than that for that to be it.

IN OTHER NEWS...

Derrick and Bre got engaged!!! It was an absolutely perfect moment for them and, truth be told, it really has brought me closer to Derrick than ever before. We hang out all the time and it has been great. I am so un-fucking-believably happy for this guy. He knows it too, and now he wants to find me a "softball-playing, innocent girlfriend" to put in his words.

Now Playing: Squarepusher - "Tommib"