Sick Porter...

Not much happening in the month since getting engaged. All work has seemingly dried up. I am getting on a flight to Vegas tomorrow morning for my first gig in... way too long. The money being lost is a big problem what with me trying to save for a wedding and all, but the bigger problem is the time. Time has been wasted for me.

I have been sitting in and around my apartment scrounging, scraping and begging for work to almost no avail. What has been my purpose the last couple months? What reason do I even have to be here? Being in this city has done me no good and I can't say I've exactly contributed much to the lives of others or even to the fabric of my craft. Being poor I can take, being useless however, I can't.

That being said, I'm trying to keep my head up for Vicky's sake. She has been very busy lately and I don't want to bring her down with me. Seeing as how I'm chronically unemployed, I decided to take on the responsibility of shooting a 48 Hour Film Festival project. That is what I'll be doing next Saturday. I get to work with a pretty talented director/writer and a bunch of other friends. Updates to come soon.

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