2.58 and still awake...

Oh, this is nothing...

Finally got some things that were this *motions w/ fingers* close to being forever buried and repressed (don't see the surprise? join the rest of the world.) off my chest. I had a chat with Monica with whom I've been having good chats with lately. I'm never gonna be the one to say "HEY. LET'S TALK ABOUT ME, PLEASE." But I obviously needed this. I spent a while talking about my past, present and pending self. I finally was able to talk to someone who agrees that what happened to me on my one night of drunken debauchery actually happened.

Getting this stuff off of my chest along with being able to talk through (well, not "through," but "out" at least) my own personal demons is huge right now because I haven't been able to say even "Hi" to my demons since Sonja and I stopped talking...

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Odd... One of the things Monica and I talked about was my past relationship with my ex-best friend, Nicole. And if you've been following, you all know how Nicole and Sonja are the same person to me...

Anywho... it was a selfish good time. We, as humans (however humble and "perfect boy friend material" (thanks, Monica :-) that human may be), need this selfish ventilation once in a while. I still actually want to talk about what happened last saturday just because I'm glad I've been able to put a more humorous spin on it and because it's frankly the most "exciting" thing to happen to me outside of being in a new school in years... As bad as that is, it's a start...

Now Playing: Headlights - "Everybody Needs a Fence to Lean On"