Idle Moments...

So Sunday marked the second time I hung around with Julie and her crew... This time was 10 times as awkward as the first. Lots of empty silence sandwiched in between odd chit-chat. I was as out of place as intelligence in "Rush Hour 2." We went to Oberweis and sat outside for about an hour as Steve and I exchanged muffled laughs when something funny happened while, at the same time, Julie's friends kept mostly to themselves. Julie, the poor girl, tried in vain to keep the two parties interested in each other, but I feel as though that didn't work out.

Steve said he had fun, but I could tell he was getting bored with this situation all together. After travelling to my park, there was plenty of conversations had all around... Except for the fact that I was not included in any of them. Julie and Steve went off on their own flirtatious way, and I was left to sit outside the conversation being had by whats-her-face seventeen year old and German seventeen year old. Without going into detail, I can tell you the conversation I walked in on after hanging up with Molly (whom I just had to tell how insanely awkward the entire night had been!) was not really my type of conversation. I then decided to walk over to Steve and tell him I was going to Molly's to trampoline in fungerosity. He didn't seem to be expecting me to not have a good time...

Trampoline was... a little strange on Sunday. First there was explanations, then trampoline-ing, then venting, then an intervention, then more trampoline-ing, then an injury to Mollister's widduhl toes. Hope you're feeling better, Molly.

ANYWAY!... IN OTHER NEWS...

Orientation is this thursday, upon which time I will be finding out how much of my future will come to me this semester. Both of my parents are looking forward to it so much that they talked me into bringing them along. (Free transportation...)

ALSO...

I was looking at some pictures (wallet-size) of Erin, Nicole, Christina (Sorry- *ahem* - Kwi-teen-ah), Mariko, etc... No. Wait. First, I was reading notes from 9th, 10th and 11th grade from Nicole and now I'm afraid I'm about to start another period of trying in vain to sum up enough courage to finally get in touch with her after almost two years. I had built up just about enough earlier this summer, but by the time I had, Steve had just been shooed away by her, making the timing, frankly, just terrible. So I dropped it... Until I came upone those damn notes!!! FUCK!!! I'm sorry. It's just that I don't care what has happened, I never had a better, more loyal, and loving friend than Nicole Cullen. This, as I have stated over and over again, may have been why I fell head-over-heels for Sonja...

Sonja...

We've started talking again recently. We plan to hang out soon, and I don't know if this is just a quick catch-up thing, or if it is the start of another close friendship. In either case... good lord is she beautiful...

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