What Is This?

So I was talking with Steve just now and we talked about my little blog for a minute. It got me thinking...

I don't really know why I write in this damn thing.

I would certainly love for someone to read it... That would give me the full and complete alienation from all things human that I've been striving for.

I had a discussion with Matt from work today and we got talking about our plans for Columbia this fall. Our situations are different; he's 24 and will eventually live and go to school in Virginia while I am 20 and plan on at least giving an attempt at using my degree in film one day. It's been a pretty reflective day today.

Sonja was a disaster.
School is coming yet it won't stop in the meantime.
As much as I feel in control when it comes to conversations with Steve that have any weight whatsoever, I am still a virgin and get flustered when the topic of women comes up.
Erin will be in Spain as I am just really starting my college career.
And I still do things for that girl despite the fact that she is as far from being a part of my life as ever (I made another really stupid mix last week and spent far too much time and energy doing so).
I have been thrust into the knowledge that my blog-spawns are weighty and melodramatic.

...

I guess what I meant to say was that Steve came over to play Worms and then we had a talk.

Now Playing: Moby - "Time's Up (Dust Mix)"