I... uh.... ... god...

Well...

I really... am at a loss for words... I told Sonja how I felt annnnd... I got pretty much what I expected.

She felt that way some time ago, but after I told her we should just be friends until I figured some shit out, her feelings changed... Jill says not to give up. Sonja tells me not to regret anything and to understand what I've meant to her... Nothings changed and nothing will change because of it... We are still friends and this doesn't change that... She appreciates my honesty despite having heaps of other things on her plate...

But where have I heard all this before?

Until this pattern ends, I'm just gonna be the "friend in principle" only. Nothing more. Ha! And what comes on the playlist? Just a song that was on the last mix I made for Erin before I was deemed unnecessary to evryone within arms distance of me.

Keep me at arms' length, everybody... Any closer and I'll just become an afterthought of a burden.

No Playing: The Angels of Light - "Kosinski"