Distraction.

So from January until the time Erin came home for the summer, I would be very easily distracted in my thoughts during the day. This took a backseat for the most part when me and Erin were, for all intents and purposes, in constant contact. However, now that she is back at school and that many more months removed from "us", the thoughts are beginning to rush back into my head again. It's really unbearable and I'm having trouble concentrating. The good news: this isn't going to be as bad as last time I think... I hope... Why? Because I've recognized it and I also believe that I am at peace with my situation a little more. This appears to be just the sudden reaction to not having Erin around again. But hey, this doesn't mean I've given up... :-) I still see nothing that will in any time soon be able to cover or take the place of Erin's picnic spot on my heart. Her blanket is there to stay as far as I'm concerned...

I spent a half-hour today in the fitting room at work fantacizing about a pair of jeans Erin has had ever since I've known her. With plenty of jeans (w/ the button-fly instead of a zipper) coming in and out of the fitting room, since we were slow today, I let my mind wander. There really is nothing like the human imagination... I was able to close my eyes and feel the tension as I tug at the top of each button for a second until it lets go and my fingers glide to the next one...

Psycho... You psycho!

Now Playing: King Biscuit Time - "I Love You"....... & I do...