Wishing I Hadn't Awaited the Arrivals soooo.... Nevermind.

Yeah, Erin came home yesterday. I was at work. She tells me she's going to Ireland tomorrow. So today was the day to see her. She wanted to get a book or two from the library to read on her (hopefully uneventful) trip. Oh yeah, I was her ride and the library was IN EVANSTON... Oh well.

Finally got around to telling her how badly she fucked me over and how she added to the "temporarily ruining my life" group. She took it rather well and all was ok. She cried, I let out a tear or two, I expected no less from either of us. It was unbelieveably awkward for me and not her. Not for her because she's used to not wanting to be in contact with me at every waking moment... Not a two way street, guys... Anyway, things I guess will work themselves out, and I told her that even though she has been a large contributer to the downward spiral of my life right now, I will eventually be ok. And that if she wanted to have anything to do with me (I left the specifics of that term up to her), I would leave it up to her. So basically its all in her court now. I just hope she doesn't lose sight of the goal.

Talked to Sam last nite and she told me that Mariko had been meaning to call me lately. Whether or not this was true, it didn't matter. I nearly shit myself with joy to hear that Mariko and Sam and Matt even remembered who I was.

Still waiting for my FUCKING POSTER, GODDAMNIT!

Now Playing: The Beatles - "While My Guitar Gently Weeps"